BFF???!!!!

Best Friend Forever???
Hard to find a good friend these days...
y??most of the time i get friends i know is just friends...
Not qualify to be Best friend..
Maybe because i have been hurt before...
It's hard for me to accept another....

I have a best friend once...and she back stab me really hard...
she used my name to gain respect from my seniors....
she fake stories using my name and let me take the blame....

And recently,one of my 'friend'...only find me when she have problems...
She used to be a good girl but get to know the wrong crowd..
She know this one girl who just turn 21...
She just get to know clubbing life and been obsessed with it...
partying almost every week and this friend of mine actually addicted to that too...

I'm the one that actually introduce them...
i thought she(my friend) would know better since she is 26...
But they have the fun and all...
when they have problem then they come and see me...
what the heck with that????

i've hurt so much that i actually toss and delete her away from my life....
I was there to comfort her when she was down...
I was there cheering her up...
But she choose to be with that girl and left me....
y???
because that girl actually convince her that I am too old for the scene...
The scene is clubbing life....
and quote that i am not as hot and as beautiful as they are...
well said....
they wrong about one thing though...
there's nothing special with partying and it doesn't make u the 'it' girl
been more than 6 years working in clubs make me realize that
the is more to life than just partying....

BFF??juz forget about it if u found them in clubs...
coz they won't last forever...
believe me.....
i've been there.....